Have been thinking about something & even had nightmares about it.. Been bothered for many days and it sort of intensified during these period. I am in the midst of making sense of it, perhaps it is not something that God wants me to make sense now?.... Relying on Him and anchoring my emotions in Him.
These 2 months have been rather stretched period for me.. I can still remember vividly that I even experienced the intensity to such a great extent that's beyond me and the loneliness in fighting the battles was horrible. Thank God that I have Him that He never fail to comfort and strengthen me when I need help and guidance. Man might fail but God never. When I am alone with the many issues to handle, people to counsel, deadlines to meet, projects to handle beyond my limitations & when I needed support the most, He is the One who's been with me and He is in control. Seriously speakly, I am really very tired physically & emotionally in these 2 months but spiritually alive cos of Jesus. Dear Jesus, Thank you. :)
Currently, in the midst of preparation for my department's Popiah Party for tomorrow! It's my 7th time doing catering, with not much publicity and at ad-hoc basis, I think God really blessed me via word of mouth where people approached to taste my dad's and my cooking. This is a mini-project that I have embarked ever since last July to gather feedback on home-cooked food & new recipes before going full fledge into this biz. There's one catering project each month which is quite manageable for me as I am currently working full time, part-time studying and managing different aspect of my life like ministry and family time. When I think about it, I realised that I have grown in multi-tasking skills and capacity to manage stress and more things. God answered my prayer to increase my capacity to love (am stretched during this period to be patient and love despite that it's difficult) & He has added new skill sets so that I can be effective and efficient. I want to live my life with greater effectiveness and efficiency to accomplish more for the Kingdom, to impact and to influence more.
Next week will be a good break for me, on leave for 2 days! Looking forward to this retreat where I can finally plan my year and set specific short-term goals for my long term plan.
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